Archive for November, 2009

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30/11/2009

Several names, some familiar, The Girl at The Crossroads is forever and after best known as The Girl. The Idea of Kate Jackson approves.

three hundred two

29/11/2009

And it all comes together because the noise is too much and the distance is quite short and the view is pretty and the booze is cheap and the company feels good and he should have kissed her anyway.

three hundred one

28/11/2009

“Can I have a hug?”

three hundred

27/11/2009

“I wonder if sometimes we all seem trapped in versions of Let’s Get Lost,” says Morley to the lot of us, breakfast at Veselka’s long since over. He pushes the salt around the table “It would be beautiful, wouldn’t it? Some detemporalised, black and white collection of ideas, loose connection, the shape of a man’s life through a medium.” “Maybe,” Johnson responds, “but haven’t we all already written that?”

two hundred ninety nine

26/11/2009

Quinns and Sheret, wandering Hackney. There’s something pleasantly gormless about the pair of them, enough so that a young mother is moved to nickname them The Lost Boys. There is probably mileage in that.

two hundred ninety eight

25/11/2009

There are stops, if not a route: New York, Montréal, L.A., San Diego.

two hundred ninety seven

24/11/2009

In a basement club hiding undercover Kohl and Shambles sit amid the Coven. A ways away The Girl enters, stands with the next generation, waits for an introduction.

two hundred ninety six

23/11/2009

Echoing, forever and always, back and forwards though time and space and stuff; a room full of people yelling to ‘Song 2’.

two hundred ninety five

22/11/2009

Mirroring Veselka’s, but boozy; Webb, Jones, Bridle, Sheret.

two hundred ninety four

21/11/2009

Someone, somewhere, thought The Charles Lamb Pub would be a good idea. And they were right.

two hundred ninety three

20/11/2009

“Oh, I always pronounced it knee-ill-ism. Or Neilism.”

two hundred ninety two

19/11/2009

Like a beacon on the internet: ‘Get Excited and Make Things’. Time to plot.

two hundred ninety one

18/11/2009

“Paper is for wimps”

two hundred ninety

17/11/2009

Sitting by the water’s edge I’m listening to Marc talk about things he’s seen. It’s not pleasant. I can’t imagine how hard it would be for him to tell me this in his own home. We start to think about the future.

two hundred eighty nine

16/11/2009

L.A.T.E.R. that week.

two hundred eighty eight

15/11/2009

What’s that Orwell line about re-writing history?
Ignore that.
I start this project around this point. I can’t remember why, now, but I can point at the things that led to that moment. I had been asked by someone slightly crazier than I deserved if they might find themselves as a character in The Polaroid Press, and that horrified me. I wanted to put autobiography to bed, to think about it on such a demanding basis that I was left with fiction, and stories, where I hadn’t got any before. The problem is that it worked, and I am left unfinished with a too-recent history to consider.

two hundred eighty seven

14/11/2009

Sat in Covent Garden, thinking about Veselka’s, he begins a work-year.

two hundred eighty six

13/11/2009

The idea of Kate Jackson features a little in this narrative, but she perhaps demands her own story. In that would be a chapter relating to the thunder and lightning she launched at the Astoria, and another about the cut of her cardigan on the cover of Plan B. There may be a passage on the restraint she feels in the vision of Erin O’Connor, and another about the power of “Nostalgia”. She will make it clear, by the final chapter, that the things worth dwelling on in life are the lived experiences, but at the very end she’ll imagine another world and dwell on that anyway.

two hundred eighty five

12/11/2009

We arrive during shift change at the crossroads. The idea of Kate Jackson is retreating, just a beret speck in the sunset. Her replacement has no name.

two hundred eighty four

11/11/2009

Dancing to ‘Canonball’ ought to come a little later, but I will forget that and instead write about ‘Brother Sport’.

BOO!

two hundred eighty three

10/11/2009

“Friendly, but dull.”

two hundred eighty two

09/11/2009

The boy kicks around London. There is, really, a sense he should not be here.

two hundred eighty one

08/11/2009

In reference to ‘Dig Your Own Hole’: I’m unlikely to write as much as I ought to.

two hundred eighty

07/11/2009

The delayed Auteur, morley, Doctor Gonzo and Mister Johnson have been waiting a long time for the boy with the skinny tie to arrive. They had almost finished breakfast at Veselka’s, and empty dishes and bottles clutter a table, showing hints of discussion in the residue. It looks like ideas, mostly, with borscht and waffles.

two hundred seventy nine

06/11/2009

Chelsea to Slope, he enjoys what he knows of this town. Greatcoat kicking at his heels he stumbles at Bleeker and Broadway, nabs a Morley in L.E.S., dances with go-go’s at Trash and drinks away a slower year. He then walks through the doors of Veselka’s.

two hundred seventy eight

05/11/2009

As lights explode in the sky every measure against pressure changes fail. A pop, a bubble, a nightmare headache; still and all the plane does not crash.

I consider this a victory.

two hundred seventy seven

04/11/2009

I spent much of Christmas day alone, feverishly jabbing refresh to punch through the lag and be entertained. I was too cold to laugh, but knew a-change was a-coming.

two hundred seventy six

03/11/2009

Dark eyes, she cornered me in a sentence: “Come to New York with me. Really, come to New York with me.”

two hundred seventy five

02/11/2009

This goes somewhere now. I have been a lot of places, in a short time, and it is important to get it down. There is a distinction I want to make between the meditative process of getting to this year and the year itself. The year starts, like so much else, in New York: I have almost found Veselka’s.

two hundred seventy four

01/11/2009

This is about the idea of fiction.